The Kinky Kitten

Hello all. :3 I’m up to no good again!!! Tee hee. Well, Batsz and I have had a talk and we’ve decided that maybe we can play more and do things slowly. We always talk about how to do things slowly. What spurred this on was a visit to a class thrown by a local dungeon on Subspace, Subdrop, Aftercare, and etc. Everyone had stories and experiences except for me. I felt a little out of place. I want to be able to have my own stories to share with everyone too. I think with my kitten play, I have my kitten headspace, and I think that is different than subspace. I am not entirely sure that they are the same thing. I’ll have to do some research into that some more. This Friday I get to go to a support group meeting for subs. I love going to those meetings and talking to everyone and generally having an interesting time learning and things. In other news, I will be trying to take on someone as my little girl. She is very sweet. She and I decided that I would make a good ...

It’s been a long time since I’ve said anything on here. I’ve been taking a bit of a break. I felt like I wasn’t doing something right and that I shouldn’t go on. It was a really depressing time. I suppose it’s some form of depression… I’ve had it for a long time now. Anyway, I was going to talk about my dynamic some more. I always do. Batsz and I were talking this morning about the various forms of topping and bottoming that we already do. I’ve come to realize that no matter what I do, I still submit to him because I feel that he is the boss of the relationship and I am more of a worker. I’ve been told by others that I’m a “do-er” not a “talker.” It’s just our way of doing things. It’s not one where we have punishment or anything very often. We get along just fine without it, but are considering adding something in there just for fun. We are mostly thinking of adding spankings because they are not too difficult for me to handle and things like that. (I’m not much of a ...

“How blessed am I in this discovering thee To enter in these bonds is to be free.” – John Donne This was the quote from the Submissive Journal Prompts that I took to do today. I want to say that I have never felt any better than I do now. I have tried my hardest to be the best pet that I can for my Owner. I feel like the further into submissiveness that I venture, the safer and happier I feel. I am in a whole new world, and I love it. So I ask you: Are we free in our submission? I personally feel free. I feel like I can do anything (within reason of course, but why do I want to do anything but what would not please my Owner?) that I want to do. My structure helps me be free. My play time helps me be free, as well. In this I am free. What are your thoughts? -harvest

Last night was my very first time in a club. I. Had. A. BLAST. I just wanted to share that. I put on my sexiest undergarments that I have, my pleather skirt (which was a bit hot, btw), a nice lacy tank top, and my collar. I was PROUD to be wearing my collar out again, with my Owner having put it on me prior to leaving. (I'm thinking of getting a nice day collar for my birthday next month, so if you have a shop that sells good collars I am interested!!) My Owner did not come to the club with me, as I had been in a meeting beforehand that he was not allowed to go to. That meeting was so helpful, and I am glad I got to go with my bestie. She's super cool. So now I'm writing up a training resume of my own, which I will post on here after I have finished it so you all can see what sort of things I'm capable of doing, and what I want to do, etc. I am glad to have the chance to do such a thing. I've been talking to my Owner about doing more mental dominance th...

So this came up on FetLife in one of the kitten groups that I am a member of. We were asked if our Owners were into degrading us and things like that. I want to say now that my Owner is not into degradation, and neither am I. I am a cat, and I should be respected. Think of it like old Egypt or something. Hee hee. No, I wouldn't be that way. I do enjoy being the Top sometimes, and that is what it feels like ("I am like Bastet, hear me meow"), but for the most part I just enjoy a form of mutual respect. I respect my Owner, and He respects me. This doesn't mean that I am not submissive in my ways.I am very submissive. I will do whatever He asks (within reason, and He knows it), but isn't that a form of respect as well? Just as He takes care of me, I take care of Him. So don't just automatically assume that all Pet Play relationships are degrading. Some are, some are not. Mine is not, as previously stated. Maybe we're just different. -Harvest

Someone who has made your life worth living: I would definitely, 100% tell you that the person who has made my life worth living is my Owner, Batsz. It started out where all my friends thought he was really creepy and things. I was told not to date him, but something in the back of my mind told me that I was on the right path. I loved this man. I worshiped this man. I wanted him to be mine forever. Now we are in a Owner/pet relationship on top of our regular relationship. And that's great with me. He allows me to play and things, and I encourage him to do whatever he wants. We are monogamous, and it feels absolutely right. Right now, I am typing this as he sleeps. I do not wish to wake him, I feel like I should let him sleep, because he rarely does anyway. I love my Owner with all my heart and pledge my loyalty to him. -Harvest <3's Batsz

Something you'd like to do in your life? Well, I would like a better chance to Top someone. I want to make up for the really poor job I seem to feel like I did with the other sub that I like to talk to and things. But I don't think it's ever going to happen. I think that my Owner would be too strict on this kind of thing. I also want to try being a better sub, too. I feel like I haven't really had a decent go about it or anything. I dunno. I want my Owner to flog me a bit. Not too hard, because I'm just not that good at it yet.... But still. It would be fun. Kitty, kitty loves to play wants to be flogged another day kitty, kitty loves her Owner blah blahditty blah ... boner. That was my best poem, yet! -Harvest