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Mental Illness and the Lifestyle

Hey guys. Harvest here! So I have been working on getting past my mental illnesses in the lifestyle. I have heard and read many things about mental illness in the lifestyle as well. I see that there are a lot of people who don’t truly understand that you can be severely hindered by your mental illnesses. I don’t like to say “I am a paranoid schizophrenic” because that means it owns me if I say it that way. I do not let my illness own me. I want to be the owner in this case. I want to be the one who says how things go. I take medicine to keep it from being as bad as it can be but I still have my bad days. Do I think that my illness has me trapped? No, I certainly do not. Even with all the medications I take, I still am the one in charge. That doesn’t mean that I do not have hallucinations and the voices. I hear them and I choose to ignore what they say. I don’t want to be –that- person. There are things you can say that really get a person down. When you are having

Been a While

It’s been a while guys. So I have been doing things to try to get our D/S relationship to run a bit more smoothly. We’ve been going over rules that I can follow that aren’t too restrictive and are things that he wants me to do. Mostly they are simple things like get washed up at certain times and the likes. I have also been doing research into how to get over things in your past. I am pretty much one of the worst people when it comes to holding grudges. I’ve held onto so much anger and hatred over the years that I believe it is making me sicker than I actually am. Stress really does get to a person after a while. If anyone has any suggestions on getting over the past, please leave me a comment or an email because I would love to change myself drastically. I really would like to get out and do some more stuff in the local scene, but my money woes are in such turmoil these days. It makes it hard to do much of anything. But I think things will be sorting themselves out

Took a Break

Sorry about that break guys. I'm going to do my best to get back into the swing of things. I found out that I really like corsetry so there might be a lot of that coming up. I haven't really been doing much with my life except for improving my sewing technique. I want to sew my own corsets at some point, but I don't know how well I will do. Just got to have faith in me somehow. Can't wait to tell you all about the things that I learn as I learn them. :3 -Harvest

SJP-- Freedom and Tricks

Hey guys! Long time, no post! So I’m back. I’m trying to get back into the swing of things. I’ve had a brilliantly wondrous weekend. I figured I’d kick off my return with a blog prompt post! So, let’s get down to the nitty-gritty. “Do you identify as submissive or slave or something entirely different? What is your definition for that identity?” http://prompts.submissiveguide.com/359 This is actually a good question. I consider myself more submissive than slave. I’m too spoiled rotten though to be much of either. I consider myself a Pet. I like being taken care of, but I also am willing to do other things and I can be trained to do tricks. I’m good at tricks. That’s honestly one of my favorite parts. I think that most people consider “doing tricks” to be demeaning and not something they want to take part of. I don’t feel ashamed or demeaned by this. I feel free. Like I am expressing myself further. It brings me into a pet kind of headspace that’s beautiful in i