The Kinky Kitten

Hello all. :3 I’m up to no good again!!! Tee hee. Well, Batsz and I have had a talk and we’ve decided that maybe we can play more and do things slowly. We always talk about how to do things slowly. What spurred this on was a visit to a class thrown by a local dungeon on Subspace, Subdrop, Aftercare, and etc. Everyone had stories and experiences except for me. I felt a little out of place. I want to be able to have my own stories to share with everyone too. I think with my kitten play, I have my kitten headspace, and I think that is different than subspace. I am not entirely sure that they are the same thing. I’ll have to do some research into that some more. This Friday I get to go to a support group meeting for subs. I love going to those meetings and talking to everyone and generally having an interesting time learning and things. In other news, I will be trying to take on someone as my little girl. She is very sweet. She and I decided that I would make a good ...

Submissive Journal Prompt time!! “What song or lyric reminds you of your dynamic?” http://prompts.submissiveguide.com/57 The song that reminds me of my dynamic is currently Modest Mouse’s “Fire it up” with the following lyrics being the ones that are important to me: “It honestly was beautifully done Like trying to hide the daylight from the sun Even if we had been sure enough, it's true we really didn't know Even if we knew which way to head, but still we probably wouldn't go” To me, this is like how the Bastz and I are in a place where we are stuck until we know more, but are nervous to make the first few steps. Something difficult to do and lacking the courage to do it. That and we are in a place where we cannot act as much as we want to…  It’s not a bad thing though. It’s just the pace that we are moving at. I think everyone has their own paces, you just have to see what is going to happen at the end. Some people are more active, and ...

How about a SJP? Today is: “Do you enjoy domestic chores? Which ones do you like more than others?” http://prompts.submissiveguide.com/97 I would say that yes, I enjoy domestic chores to a degree. I have a really love-hate relationship thing going with chores. I do dishes quite a bit by hand, but I really don’t like it. Something about sticking your hands in old food and things is just gross. I let it go sometimes, but I am then reminded of my little slips by my lovely Owner. I swear I’m getting better at this. Laundry would have to be my favorite chore. It’s the easiest for me to do, but I often have to find creative ways to carry it from the hamper to the washing machine or the dryer. I have a bad back so sometimes I have to have help. I stress myself out if I put it into a large pile and try to pick it up because I don’t want to hurt my back. I really baby it sometimes. This is because I injured it a few years ago and have been in pain ever since. I like the...

It’s been a long time since I’ve said anything on here. I’ve been taking a bit of a break. I felt like I wasn’t doing something right and that I shouldn’t go on. It was a really depressing time. I suppose it’s some form of depression… I’ve had it for a long time now. Anyway, I was going to talk about my dynamic some more. I always do. Batsz and I were talking this morning about the various forms of topping and bottoming that we already do. I’ve come to realize that no matter what I do, I still submit to him because I feel that he is the boss of the relationship and I am more of a worker. I’ve been told by others that I’m a “do-er” not a “talker.” It’s just our way of doing things. It’s not one where we have punishment or anything very often. We get along just fine without it, but are considering adding something in there just for fun. We are mostly thinking of adding spankings because they are not too difficult for me to handle and things like that. (I’m not much of a ...

How does your owner expect you to communicate when you are angry/upset?  http://prompts.submissiveguide.com/85 This is actually kind of funny in our way. My Owner knows I will tell him exactly what I'm thinking at any given time, which in turn cheeses him off. So me being cheesed off is never a good thing, as I have a habit of opening my mouth at all the wrong times. (I'd give a really good example of this, but it happens so often that it's not even funny.) I wish that I could watch my mouth a little better, or filter it somehow, but then people wouldn't know what I was thinking. I don't express my feelings very well. The best I can say is that my Owner expects me to be... I dunno. Calm and collected, at least. -Harvest

Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter) This seems like it would take a long time to come up with. I have a ton of music, but no one to write to, I think. I could always write to myself, but what's the point of that. This is a totally useless post. -Harvest

Something you wish you had done in your life: Had done or want to do, maybe. There are a ton of things that I want to do. I want to go to another country someday, one of the more civilized countries of course, and visit and learn different things while I'm there. Maybe take the time to be a tourist or something. That would be interesting. I don't know. Nothing special. -Harvest