SJP-- Lyrics and Dynamics



Submissive Journal Prompt time!!

“What song or lyric reminds you of your dynamic?”

http://prompts.submissiveguide.com/57

The song that reminds me of my dynamic is currently Modest Mouse’s “Fire it up” with the following lyrics being the ones that are important to me:


“It honestly was beautifully done
Like trying to hide the daylight from the sun
Even if we had been sure enough, it's true we really didn't know
Even if we knew which way to head, but still we probably wouldn't go”


To me, this is like how the Bastz and I are in a place where we are stuck until we know more, but are nervous to make the first few steps. Something difficult to do and lacking the courage to do it. That and we are in a place where we cannot act as much as we want to… 

It’s not a bad thing though. It’s just the pace that we are moving at. I think everyone has their own paces, you just have to see what is going to happen at the end. Some people are more active, and some people are less active. I want to get Batsz into things a little bit more, but he doesn’t seem to want to do that half the time. We are still talking things out. Communication is KEY people.


-Harvest

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