Been a While



It’s been a while guys.

So I have been doing things to try to get our D/S relationship to run a bit more smoothly. We’ve been going over rules that I can follow that aren’t too restrictive and are things that he wants me to do. Mostly they are simple things like get washed up at certain times and the likes.

I have also been doing research into how to get over things in your past. I am pretty much one of the worst people when it comes to holding grudges. I’ve held onto so much anger and hatred over the years that I believe it is making me sicker than I actually am. Stress really does get to a person after a while.
If anyone has any suggestions on getting over the past, please leave me a comment or an email because I would love to change myself drastically.

I really would like to get out and do some more stuff in the local scene, but my money woes are in such turmoil these days. It makes it hard to do much of anything. But I think things will be sorting themselves out a little more. I hope we can make it to the local Halloween party when it happens so we can show off the costumes that we have made for this year. Otherwise we’re just going to the casino to wear our costumes there like we always do anyway. It’s free and there’s a contest.

My costume is a 1950s pinup dress. It’s all black and goes to about knee length, the standard length of a dress in the 1950s.I can’t wait until I get it finished completely. Then I will have something nice to wear to pinup photo shoots and things as well. It’s a very sturdy dress and I’m very proud of it.

I’m a big fan of 1950s style household domestic servitude. I want to cook and clean and put things together for my love. He lets me do stuff, so we’re working on it. I am doing some research by keeping up with some domestic service blogs. I’ll try to get them to link to me on my page. I doubt it will work, but it’s worth a shot.


Anyway,

More to come later.

-Harvest Hellion

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